I had my blogspot address change.

This a kind reminder that www.bengzz.blogspot.com don't exist any more it being change into www.edmundthegreat.blogspot.com. Sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Job Anyone Can Intro?

i need a job badly now, cause i need money to pimp my new room out and to clear my wish list which haven been clear since i wrote it down. Feeling very fuck up this days, no job means no money, no money means no talk, then those bastards haven't get my message never mind they have not grown up. Anyone who have job to intro please leave a comment and leave anything so i contact you. Thanks!

Mother's Day

This is the 3rd mother's day that i could not celebrate with my mother, it has been two years since my mother left me and this world. Whenever i think of her, my tear will just flow down my cheeks. Cancer brought her away from my family, those heartbreaking scenes of my mother when she was struggling at her deathbed will flash through my mind whenever i think of her.
But i know she is at a place, full of happiness and freed from the pain cancer gave her when she was alive.

Are you trying to use another way to say that i am wrong?

How many fucking years of friendship, and because of an misunderstanding and i cannot explain because you all didn't fucking give any chance to explain! What is the fucking problem you all? yes i admit i am partly wrong to talk so loud in the phone then you don't have to piss just because you cannot answer my question. Just because few movie tickets you all can give me attitude so how about the years of friendship? till today i now understand this sayings found in my friend no-jive's blog, "世界是没有永远的敌人,也没有永远的朋友." Ever since this afternoon i realise you all are fucking self- centred. Yes indeed nobody is perfect, everyone is born different so not to spoil the good things i try to give in to suit everyone and you all don't fucking appreciate and i have reach my limit then let me end the fucking so called friendship so it will not make our life so hard to move on.

Let me remind you bloody fuckers with that kind of attitude problem you all will not be able to survive in this cruel society and get nothing in the end! This is a fucking fact not made out of my words mind that bloody fuckers.