The Great

SOUTHERN RIDGES!!!!

2009-04-06T14:23:00.010+08:00

Went to the big bridges check the place out before the event starts on Thursday

the map that is quite useful to some extend

the waves ....

my camp mate was saying wah so big then i replied ya indeed lame(jun xian)

+66.52m above sea level i think the drunkard chindian don't dare to step onto this Henderson waves

they say it is a temple for the birds

metal bridges!

i think they haven't finish the bridge

this tree reminds me of kevin ling (look at the hairy parts)

Long Time No See!

2009-02-22T11:11:00.001+08:00

Never been updating cause the work at camp is squeezing me dry..... every detail i will feel fucking damn stoned and tired and just yesterday i being activated back to camp to do shit things only until this morning i can come home and my two weekends have been burn just work for a pay lower than a toilet cleaner.....! is fucking low life.
this is the recent me have to crew cut all because of my ancestors....... nabe
Anyway there is something that is cheering me up is my taiwan trip for training in may yeah man
我爱台妹，台妹爱我对我来说林志玲算什么! hahahaha can't wait to go!

BACK FROM FIELD CAMP

2008-07-26T12:46:00.002+08:00

Finally finished the hell training in field camp which means half of my BMT is completed Woohoo! Although field camp sucks but it is a experience of your life, sleeping in a fucking small tent with your buddy, shivering in the cold night with wild boar walking around you, digging your own grave and sleep in it with rain coming down(you can't do anything about it) , doing your business in a open air field latrine, eating combat rations(worst food you ever taste) and your commanders barking at you all day long. But field camp really build up a person's fighting spirit and endurance. I finish my field camp so good luck have fun to those have not!
P.S : keep you field rations properly wild boars like it very much

JOHOR BARU TRIP 2nd MAY 2008

2008-06-04T01:58:00.004+08:00

Went to Johor Baru with three friends yesterday, as usual after checkpoint cigarettes then FOOD at city square. After a great lunch at WONG KOK CHAR CHAN TENG hong kong style food, then we decide for a traditional full body Thai massage at RM102.90 for two hours. I tell you was damn f**king SHIOK AH i will go again very soon. Then smoke, shop and eat, after that we went to a place near a duty-free centre called THE ZON for an indulging seafood dinner then when back to city square for last min shopping then this poster caught my attention , is MEGA MAC not big mac. Buddy you look at it i think you will eat when you happen to go JB

PULAU TEKONG BESAR HERE I COME!

2008-05-23T22:11:00.003+08:00

Approximately two weeks time i will be in offshore island called pulau tekong besar receiving intensive training to slim down and become a real man which the school claims FROM BOYS TO MAN. One thing that turns me off is i need to go for extra 15 weeks of obese programme just because i am overweight f**k man. By the way my people in two months time, you will see a whole new EdmundtheGreat!

Christianity vs Science.......

2008-04-26T20:53:00.004+08:00

Science and God

'Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ.' The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand.

'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'

'Yes sir,' the student says.

'So you believe in God?'

'Absolutely.'

'Is God good?'

'Sure! God's good.'

'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'

'Yes.'

'Are you good or evil?'

'The Bible says I'm evil.'

The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a moment.

'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'

'Yes sir, I would.'

'So you're good.....!'

'I wouldn't say that.'

'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'

The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he prayed to Jesus to heal him How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can you answer that one?'

The student remains silent.

'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says. He takes a sip of water from a glass on his desk to
give the student time to relax.

'Let's start again, young fella Is God good?

''Er...yes,' the student says.

'Is Satan good?'

The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'

'Then where does Satan come from?'

'The student : 'From...God...''

'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there evil in this world?'

'Yes, sir.'

'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything,correct?'

'Yes.'

'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'

Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues:'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things, do they exist in this world?

'The student: 'Yes.'

'So who created them?'

The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his question. 'Who created them? There is still no answer. Suddenly the lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is mesmerized.

'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in Jesus Christ, son?'

The student's voice is confident: 'Yes, professor, I do.'

The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you use to identify and observe the
world around you. Have you ever seen Jesus?'

'No sir. I've never seen Him'

'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'

'No, sir, I have not.'

'Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus Christ, or God for that matter?'

'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'

'Yet you still believe in him?'

'Yes.'

'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that,son?'

'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'

'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a question of his own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'

'Yes,' the professor replies. 'There's heat.'

'And is there such a thing as cold?'

'Yes, son, there's cold too.'

'No sir, there isn't...'

The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested. The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.

'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat, mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the lowest -458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat.You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.'

Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom, sounding like a hammer.

'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as darkness?'

'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night if it isn't darkness?'

'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have Nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?'

The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him. This will be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'

'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'

The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time. 'Flawed? Can you explain how?'

'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student explains. 'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something infinite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'

'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?'

'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young man, yes, of course I do'

'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'

The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.

'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a preacher?'

The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the Commotion has subsided.

The student looks around the room... 'Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the
professor's brain?' The class breaks out into laughter.

'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain,felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain, how can we trust your lectures, sir?'

Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the student, his face unreadable.

Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. 'I guess you'll have to take them on faith.

''Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists with life,' the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as evil?'

'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other student, let me give you an example of what I mean.'

Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We see it everyday. It is in the daily
example of man's inhumanity to man...It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world.These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'

To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God. It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe the absence of God.

God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there is no light.'

The professor sat down.

WELCOME 2008......!

2008-01-02T00:46:00.001+08:00

Yes and again sending a year off with all the crap away and welcome-ing a new year with fresh beginning....! Time for new year's resolutions

-Loss weight
-Build up my MLM business
-Get a driving license
-Earn Big Money

WHAT DOES EDMUND(WHICH IS ME)STANDS FOR?

2007-12-10T02:56:00.000+08:00

Elegant
Dangerous
Merciful
Ultimate
Number one
Determined

WELCOME TO MY SHOW BY WTMS© IS BACK!

2007-11-29T15:20:00.000+08:00

Yes my people, welcome to my show is back with bigger and better craps and our official blog is up visit it no matter how busy you are! (www.welcometomyshowteam.blogspot.com) So people sit back and be prepare for the coming shows!

YA HI I'M BACK!

2007-11-15T11:55:00.000+08:00

This Post is meant for my friend SYS aka jive but if you people want go ahead and read

SYS i agree with you Saturday, November 03, 2007 post people like to use shortcut when communicating over MSN or even face to face verbal conversations, Like one incident my friends conversations....

ZS ask:

Hey how's life?

Sheng ans:

Sad, troubled over r/s....

ZS reply:

what the hell is r/s?

Sheng says:

r/s lah

ZS ASK!:

What the F**K is r/s!!!!!

Sheng ans:

relationship lor

ZS say:

oh i see now a new shortcut i learn today......

Then my friend ZS meet me that very day...

ZS saw me:

hey chao pui aie

The Great ANSWERS BACK:

sim mi lan jiao(what the fuck you want?)

ZS says:

i learn a shortcut today leh...

The Great says:

what shortcut?

ZS replies:

R/S

The Great says?

What the hell is r/s?

ZS says:

r/s lah

The Great ASK!:

what the F**K is R/S

ZS replies:

RELATIONSHIP LOR....

2007-10-02T15:06:00.000+08:00

NOW OFFICIALLY A BOON KENG KID

Yes i have moved from Pek Kio now currently at Boon Keng officially haha!

my old room

good obstacles course made by this boxes

i was trying hide inside but my dad stop me cause he say i may tear the boxes

view from my old house

LUP left this shit behind.

my samsung HDTV

view from 1st floor

my wardrobe

who says smoking not allow?

my NEW room!

view from 2nd floor.

nowadays i spend more time in the toliet.

2007-09-15T23:40:00.000+08:00

So Long Pek Kio, So Long..... And Hi Boon Keng!

Yes moving to my new house next Sunday hahahaha, got my own room, new bed, new pillow, new wardrobe, new neighborhood and more people will know EdmundtheGreat(that's good!) pictures of my new home sweet home will be up very soon so my viewers be prepared hahaha.....

2007-08-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

Welcome to my Show© no more.....

Due to some unforeseen circumstances Welcome to my Show© by the WTMS team will stop the production.

2007-08-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

881

Copy Cat, chea! Techno Cat..... 881 is Awesome, hardcore hokkien speaking dudes, Getai fanatics this is the show!。

时间，地点，七月歌台。

2007-08-04T13:27:00.000+08:00

WELCOME TO MY SHOW!

People! once again Welcome To My Show© by the WTMS© Team season 1 epesod 2 so people do enjoy. Welcome To My Show© can be watch at http://www.japaneselumberyardhell.blogspot.com/

©2007 Welcome To My Show. All right reserved.

2007-08-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

WELCOME TO MY SHOW!

Our very first public video called Welcome To My Show© produced by the WTMS Team which consists of Mr ZhiShin the Producer cum Director cum Cameramen, and Myself EdmundtheGreat the Lightman, Mr Gomez the Helper and Mr Jun Xian the Blowjobman and our very own ShowHost Salihin aka The Sexydragon! So people do enjoy our video.

©2007 Welcome To My Show. All right reserved.

2007-07-22T15:15:00.000+08:00

NEED YOUR NO.

Sam Chua if you happened to come across my blog i would like to have your cellphone number cause to see whether i can help you all to look for felicia if possible leave a message on skype thanks!

2007-07-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

BIRTHDAYS.....?!

When my friends birthdays are round the corner i will have headaches, i don't know what to get for them, then will ask them this "What do you want for you birthday"? They will answer me this "i don't know ". I know birthday present are meant to have surprise but i don't want to buy something that is useless and unpractical to them, i want to get something they like and practical to them. When i say practical means useful to him or her. Hey people out there can give me some tips on my friend's coming birthday he is a gaming freak!

2007-07-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL

After 5 weeks of boring, shitty term breaks i am finally back to school, everything seems to be the same but nightmare has just started more projects are coming in for me and after 21 curricular weeks i will be getting ready to serve the nation!

2007-07-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

IS BIG!

Guess where this supermarket is located at?

2007-07-05T14:41:00.000+08:00

DURIAN, DURIAN and DURIANS!
Yes! the durian season is here, durian one after one it is just taste heavenly hahaha! no other fruit in the world is better than durians, i simply just love it to the Earth's core!

This durians are from my uncle's plantation in Muar, Malaysia! Damn it Christy so sad you can't taste oh no poor little girl oh gosh i wonder does Perth sell durians...? hahaha!

Look at my skilled way of opening durian clean and tidy! This is D24 breed but Malaysian call it 101.

i going to get you durian hahaha!

yes i got you durian.....

This is the aftermath of durian indulging!

2007-07-04T01:44:00.001+08:00

DOMUS!

Finally got a job at cafe domus a nice place to work in and to chill out, but sadly Christy is away from Singapore miss the times at domus with Christy, Sam and Daphne. By the way cafe domus is at 124 Owen Rd so people do come down to chill out with good friends. No place can be better than Cafe Domus!

2007-06-27T14:45:00.000+08:00

YESSS!

last night's mahjong's match was a great one i won $160, after i paying my brother Raymond i still got $60 hahaha thanks a lot Daphne after losing so much in the previous mahjong's matches finally won YESSS haha. The 160 reminds me of Sam's car plate number, oh ya Sam when is your Z4 coming in? I been waiting to see you driving in it to MOS, don't make me wait so long!

2007-06-08T18:22:00.000+08:00

This is last time stepping into that fuck up place!

If Sparks Discotheque still exists i will rather spend my night there!

2007-06-07T13:09:00.000+08:00

I going CRAZY soon!

My semester break are back again, i went for lots of job interview but not even one fucking call me up! what is this? at this rate i am going to go crazy. As i said in my previous post in this society no job means no money, no money means no talk, no talk means not power! fuck it i already when for more then 8 job interviews and what is wrong with them? can't one of you just fucking call me up!

2007-05-24T14:01:00.000+08:00

I had my blogspot address change.

This a kind reminder that www.bengzz.blogspot.com don't exist any more it being change into www.edmundthegreat.blogspot.com. Sorry for the inconvenience caused.

2007-05-22T03:08:00.000+08:00

Job Anyone Can Intro?

i need a job badly now, cause i need money to pimp my new room out and to clear my wish list which haven been clear since i wrote it down. Feeling very fuck up this days, no job means no money, no money means no talk, then those bastards haven't get my message never mind they have not grown up. Anyone who have job to intro please leave a comment and leave anything so i contact you. Thanks!

2007-05-12T23:45:00.000+08:00

Mother's Day

This is the 3rd mother's day that i could not celebrate with my mother, it has been two years since my mother left me and this world. Whenever i think of her, my tear will just flow down my cheeks. Cancer brought her away from my family, those heartbreaking scenes of my mother when she was struggling at her deathbed will flash through my mind whenever i think of her.
But i know she is at a place, full of happiness and freed from the pain cancer gave her when she was alive.

2007-05-01T19:29:00.000+08:00

Are you trying to use another way to say that i am wrong?

How many fucking years of friendship, and because of an misunderstanding and i cannot explain because you all didn't fucking give any chance to explain! What is the fucking problem you all? yes i admit i am partly wrong to talk so loud in the phone then you don't have to piss just because you cannot answer my question. Just because few movie tickets you all can give me attitude so how about the years of friendship? till today i now understand this sayings found in my friend no-jive's blog, "世界是没有永远的敌人,也没有永远的朋友." Ever since this afternoon i realise you all are fucking self- centred. Yes indeed nobody is perfect, everyone is born different so not to spoil the good things i try to give in to suit everyone and you all don't fucking appreciate and i have reach my limit then let me end the fucking so called friendship so it will not make our life so hard to move on.

Let me remind you bloody fuckers with that kind of attitude problem you all will not be able to survive in this cruel society and get nothing in the end! This is a fucking fact not made out of my words mind that bloody fuckers.

2007-04-29T04:34:00.000+08:00

fallen

2007-04-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hi How's Life?

Ever since i got this cranky laptop that my brother brought back from don't know where, i can surf the net like before, chat with my friends, listen to songs and etc. It was at night when i was chatting with friends online i saw some friends that i have not seen from ages and they will ask about my life, i seen to realise i am not planning for my future sadly right, and told them about my life. Today i didn't went to school 'cause i am a lazy bastard then i went to town council with my dad to settle some stuff 'cause i am moving house soon. The reason i moving house because of the LUP(Lift Upgrading Programme) yes indeed this LUP is a benefit to everyone especially the elderly, but this LUP have the PRs residents in my current block to pay an amount of money which is 14 times more then those S'poreans residents pay, isn't ridiculous and the PRs have no right to vote for that LUP as it need 70% of the residents to say yes before it can be successful. The LUP voting was successful more than 70% said yes and my dad decide to move out 'cause my dad say that no point staying here and pay so much for the damn lift and it is also time for us to move. Maybe my dad feel that my family need new environment in some way haha. Back to my life, when my friend ask what am i going to do after my ITE, a this point one thing came to my mind, are you planning for your future? i almost don't know what to answer to this question, then i recall what my dad tell me this morning. He said anyway you are not interest in studying further, then you finish you ITE get a proper cert then finish your NS then come and follow his trade, tailoring. I was thinking that maybe is a solution to my unplanned future and he added in if i am not interest in tailoring i can go back to my electronics trade with my cert, I don't really what is in store for me in the future but my friend said that my two years of my NS i can be able to think more mature and plan my future. Maybe what my friend is true i seen my friends that did their NS, the became more matured in thinking, not rash in whatever they do and will do things more well planned. I thinking that now i must concentrate in my studies then look forward to serve the country, is late i am going to sleep.

2007-04-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK

hi i'm back to update my blog, haven't been blogging since my fucking computer crashed the fuck out it been two months then i found a crappy laptop that i have to used the whole afternoon to update it to service pack 2, never mind at least have a computer to use so my viewers you can see more post coming in

2007-01-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

Current Location: In School

School has already started a week, i was delighted that i got in to the specialisation i wanted, actually i not having to much hope i could get in cause i did badly for my 1st year exam. This year is my 2nd in ITE, is will be a busy and critical year for me, oh my god i wonder whether i can with graduate and pass flying colours. But for now i really need a part time job cause i need money for my coming birthday.

2007-01-02T00:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE

Happy New Year to all the people out there!!!!!! try the link. http://www.miniclip.com/games/fireworks/en/

2006-12-23T00:12:00.000+08:00

GENTING HIGHLANDS

Yes i am back from my holidays, the trip was not that bad but the only thing is the place is packed the f*** out. i give you an example: lining up for a ride at the indoor theme can make people piss off, is because of the bad weather outside causing the outdoor theme park to close and everyone came in.... when i took the picture outside it look like filming slient hill. I went in to the casino with my aunt, the decoration there gives me a las vegas feel but the people there was a big turn off, they mouth were full of vulgar lauguage. The next thing is during my meals i also have to wait argh, and the things there is not cheap, and the weather also kinda of spoil my holiday, but after all i enjoyed the trip. Below is some snapshot of my trip.

Me and my Cousin Dr Tan

Me and the Wushu Master Alvin

On the ferris wheel....

2006-12-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

Woo Yeah...

Finally man! the f**king exams are over, holidays are in..... but the thing is what can i do now?
is like totally no plans in my mind for my holiday activities... but the only thing is i can go Genting Highlands to enjoy myself with my family......! but this is not the main point actually i want a job, so i can clear my wish list. This my wish list: Memory Stick 2GB,
A new watch,
More clothes,
New wallet,
New Shoes.
That only part of my wish list there is more that haven come to my mind. If anyone out there got job to introduce can leave a comment to tell me thanks!

2006-11-23T22:37:00.000+08:00

It is a pity!!!

On 22nd Nov 2006 Monk's Hill Secondary walks into history, the 48 year old had been standing strong on 10~12 Winstedt Road. It was my Alma Mater, i was kinda of shock when i heard the news early this year, i spent my secondary school life there i bleed, pray, sweat, laugh, cry, curse, win, lose, all of this are going to be only memories. A flag lowering ceremony was observed yesterday, Monk's Hill was packed the f*** out... students and yesteryear came back to bid farewell to her.... When i got there, the old Monk's Hill car park was pack HOT! cars. Merc, Evo, BMW, and any rich man cars you can think of, i didn't realise that this Hill moulds out successful MONKSHILLIANS cool right? Below is some pictures of the whole ceremony(Photo courtesy of Sexydragon). Then i start to see some familiar faces teacher and friends. At 6.00pm the ceremony started... the principal started addressing the crowd, teacher's who are retiring came up one by one. The real show finally started, lowering of the school and national flag, after the ceremony everyone went around catching up with their teachers and friends. At least is a happy ending but is a pity that she can't continue moulding Monkshillians. FAREWELL MONK'S HILL.

2006-11-03T00:20:00.000+08:00

Plasma KTV Pub Karaoke Competition '06

01 Nov '06 it was my qualifying rounds night, i was trembling since i left my house on the way to the venue..... when got there, the atmosphere is different, my mind gone blank suddenly. I was worried, what song should i sing, what i need to do on the stage.... f*** it, so i drown myself with beer to keep myself cool down and kept telling myself you do man Edmund! It is my turn, as i make my way to the stage, applause and cheering from the crowd that makes me more nervous. When i reach the stage, i got stage fright.... within split-second i force myself to cool down, introduce the song and started singing i trembled the first part and sang the chorus wrongly f*** it... i just continue the song. argh.... never mind, finally all 18 contestants finished and the results are out... i am out with other 9 contestants. Congrats Shermen and Daphne, they got in the semi finals good luck and the Cordon Bleu and Chivas Regal are yours.....!

2006-10-30T22:36:00.000+08:00

Weekends

Was away from Singapore since last Thursday night, my family and me went back to my hometown Muar, Malaysia for my grandpa's 49th day since he passed away.... Day 2, it was a lazy Friday morning, went to wash up, and walk around the house, went to the kitchen, had breakfast then see what i can help with the cooking but it seems to be nothing i can do to help... then i saw my 4 months old cousin and i started playing with him.. isn't he cute? haha.... my this little cousin is hyperactive mind that is HYPERACTIVE.... i feel so exhausted after playing with him, when he is tired he just need rest for 20 minutes then he is ready to take on you......
Then after praying to my grandpa, we gathered to have lunch. Then my cousin, my brothers and me went to the city area to shop around bought some tibits, walk around, blah blah blah and blah blah blah. After all the the shit, we went back to have dinner.... after that we did nothing, all went to bed early..... Day 3 Saturday morning, wake up, wash up and went to my uncle's wanton mee stall where is just outside the house to have breakfast.... then went back to the house and play with the hyperactive cousin... afternoon, i just sit around the house like a idiot..... then i went to visit my mother's sister who is my aunt house where is at another town Serom a 20 minutes trip from Muar... in the evening we went back to my grandma's house have dinner then pack up and left for Johor Bahru to visit another sister of my mother..... After all the visiting we finally came back to Singapore....

2006-10-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

So Very Sorry!

i was looking around friendster and i saw someone account wrote this under about me....
"hatE SMOKERS!I wOuld likE tO livE in aN anTi-SOMKING wOrld!Onli STUPID pEoplE smOkE! thEy nOt Onli duN thiNk Of thEmsElf bUt thEy osO duN thiNk Of pEoplE arOuNd thEm!thEy waNt tO diE thaN hidE at a placE aNd diE [smOkE] lahZ.. ass hoLe LehZ! wE Breadth iN thE smOkE thaT thEy puFf Out thaN wE diE EarliEr thaN thEm lOr! thEy arE alL BRAINLESS ANIMALS! hahaz..[mi waNt tO saE a vEri sOrry tO EveryOne! sOrry fOr sayiNg this thiNgs buT i rEally hatE it LoR!]( this part i copied and pasted)" if the person see this i very sorry but i still got comments. Before you really say the above please think first.... we smokers are being kept in the f***ing yellow box(if you don't understand please refer to my previous posts)and is so away from you non-smokers... bus stop, hawker centres, coffee shops and all the shit ok..... if you don't want to breadth in the smoke then f***king get lost from us and if you want to live in an anti-smoking world unless you are the government if not i don't know how you going to do it maybe you got your ways i don't know..... IF I HAD OFFENDED ANYONE IN ANYWAY OR WHATSOEVER IN THE BLOG I AM SO DEEPLY SORRY! IS BECAUSE I ONLY HAVE SOME COMMENTS SORRY.....!

2006-10-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

Vivo City

Yesterday i went to vivo city for a job interview.... it was pack the f*** out then i just recalled that yesterday was eve of hari raya puasa, argh.... never mind blame on my stupidity. Vivo city is huge not big and finding my damn job interview venue was a problem.... shoppers packed vivo city like a sardines, the human jam is worse then the traffic jam in CTE during peak hours.... moving through them is hard, my mouth is full of "excuse me please"...... finally i found it, then when i approach the staff they told me this "can you come after public holiday" i stunned for a second, i was so piss off but no choice i walked away argh argh argh....Then i decided to look around vivo city, it is really huge not big.

2006-10-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

Drinking Sessions

As per normal.... Saturday nights are out for drinking session, it was the navy warrior Yong Hwa treat: a bottle of Chivas regal 12yrs at S club. Drinking, pool, karaoke, drinking, pool, karaoke...... all the night then after all the shit we went to Si Wei house to rest.... not even when i could warm the seat Si Wei's cellphone rang.... it was Shermen cause they couldn't finish the 7th jug of tiger beer at Plasma KTV PUB so had to get Si Wei's help. When we got there... Shermen, Daphne and her sister (i don't know how to spell your name sorry)were joining the Plasma Karaoke Competition '06
1st Prize: 1 bottle of Cordon Bleu+
$150 Cash+
$200 Alchemist Voucher

2nd Prize: 1 bottle of Chivas Regal+
$100 Cash+
$150 Alchemist Voucher

3rd Prize: 1 bottle of Absolut Volka+
$50 Cash+
$100 Alchemist Voucher

the prize are so attractive so i decided to join(please don't laugh at me i joined it for fun)then i filled the form and paid a $15 registration fee. Damn i'm so looking forward to......

2006-10-21T15:23:00.000+08:00

Fridays

what a 'fun' Friday i had. OK i was having fun at my little cousin's party( on the right Birthday girl Sandy Lim) at united square pizza hut's.... pizza with satay flavour in it, as per normal Hawaiian flavour, cream of chicken soup, salads and some naan with mutton redang.....
does it sound nice? Never mind... after all the fun at the pizza hut went to meet up my bicycle company PEK KIO RIDERS & CO. colleagues at geylang serai to enjoy the aura of hari raya puasa... when got there, saw the smile on my drift king Salihin aka Sexydragon's face, i think this will happen to anyone regardless of any race maybe there is this special thing that tickle a person's nerves when festival occasion are round the corner...... then we start walking around the pasar malam (night market in case you don't understand) seen the famous ramliy burger, flowers, carpet, lights and lots of stuffs if want to know go there yourself ok..... then when we walking towards the MRT we saw a stall selling cheese hot dog at $1 which reminded me that a cinema's popcorn corner sell it at $2.20. i felt a bit cheated, never mind about it. so few of my colleagues bought it.

then we decided to go little india to see the celebration over there, so we all went home to wash up.... Then when we all reached there we went to tekka market to la kopi(have ice milo and bullshitting) suddenly this foreign worker came from not where and stunned the fuck out of me and i was like been froze in split second then i realise he just wanted to wish me Happy Deepavali haha.... then after we went to a playgound which is built on the top of a mulit-storey carpark to continue the bullshitting.......!

2006-10-16T02:59:00.000+08:00

ARGH Can't Sleep!!!

shit man i can't get to sleep that is why i am updating my blog at this fucking hour.... 4 hours left i got to report back to school after 3 shitty weeks of breaks. Since 2300hrs 15 October 2006 to 0200hrs 16 October 2006 i had been fidgeting on my bed argh!!!!! never mind lucky my nice chocolate friend Salihin aka Sexydragon accompany online to kill some time but is because he is fasting for Hari Raya Puasa so he wake up at this hour to break fast haha... anyway thanks sexydragon......

2006-10-15T15:44:00.000+08:00

Fuck St**hub

Fuck one of the telecommunications service company made so much trouble for me. it goes like this.... yesterday i saw this ad in the newspaper some so called fantastic offers 3G phone a a reasonable price so i decide to buy. I went to my dad and ask him to buy for me then he say that he is not free go with me so i went with my friend Christopher Gomez today to get a line and this phone and when i there i so going in and get a queue no. then when i ask the staff am i eligible to sign a new line as a student then they return me a fuck up answer " Your must be 18 and above to sign a new line regardless of any plan" then i was so piss off

then i was thinking the company stated in the ad about student plan and then say that you must be 18 to sign a new line isn't it contradicting yourself? OK never mind, now i understand that the ads are always scamming their consumers..... what a fucking lucky day!!!!!!

2006-10-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

A touching story "When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms"

My friend Andy Ng sent me an email which contain a touching story the title is "When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms" and it goes like this,

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy..... I was a strong and happy bridegroom. This was the scene ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school. Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes. Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife.. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious. When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes. Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more. When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry.. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken. She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning. I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious. She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead. You got no fever.. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you. Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office. When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

i took about 30minutes to read carefully.... is indeed touching and meaningful. oh ya my friend also
quoted in the email " this is something i wish all guys to read so that they would treasure their wife."

2006-10-07T01:45:00.000+08:00

What a Mid-Autumn....

what a mid-autumn... where the fucking hell the moon is? OK Singapore is being hazed cause by the smoke produced by the forest fire in Indonesia. This fucking haze is irritating my throat, making the beautiful scenery seen from my house blurred and many other things i don't feel like saying i think you should know better then me. i met up my friends earlier to so called celebrate mid-autumn to play 'rockets' make from fire crackers which they don't seems flying but they are contributing more smoke to the fucking haze but anyway is quite fun... after that we went to mustafa to buy some drinks then i left and went to meet up Si Wei and group to play mahjong at Daphne's house. What a fun and enjoyable mid-autumn i had.......!

2006-10-03T00:43:00.000+08:00

Blah, Blah, Blah !

this is the second week of my term breaks, everything seems to be the same... waking up in late morning wash up read the newspapers, have my lunch watch some stupid TV programmes then take a shower then walk around town area looking for jobs, meet up my friends la kopi (having iced Milo and bullshitting) but at least today is different i when to buy slippers at peninsula shopping centre which i took about 30 minutes just to find one the suits my size and budget.... then i went to HMV at citylink mall to buy an album, finally i reach home about 4plus in the afternoon. At 7pm i had dinner with my family, then went to la kopi with Christy Lee that so called (very) famous in my former secondary school... then when on the way back i saw my brother at my house void deck talking to his friend then i went over there and join in.... after while my brother suggested getting a bite at lavender food court.. i ordered dim sum , BBQ chicken wings(sounds oily for supper right? who cares.)then take some puffs of Marlboro lights had teh peng(iced milk tea) the we went back home then stayed at the car park for a while 'cause my brother's friend need to collect his bike Honda repsol then he taught me how to drive a bike...... this how my Monday had passed.

2006-09-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

Smoking

OK smoking....... what is it about actually??? OK i know the taste nothing much just like that. Then there is a big amount of people are out there is smoking, research shown the people taking up this habit are getting younger then the government are using all means to solve the problem out there like, raising the price of the cigarette, banning smoking area in coffee shops, bus stops, bus interchanges, public toilets, hawker centres and if you do smoke at this areas you be fined. Next year this law will be imposed to KTVs, pubs, clubs. The government also warning the tobaccos vendors be strict on selling cigarette by checking the age. But this leads to people selling contraband cigarette which is cheap, although the government are trying hard putting a stop to this nonsense but there still jokers out there selling like nobody business, i had seen it is true. Then nowadays when i passed by coffee shops i see smokers squeezing into the fucking small yellow bordered box just to take a few puffs, because this is a only way if you want to smoke out there said by the law. I always see those posters in the area i mentioned above it wrote:"Thank you for not smoking here Smoking in hawker centre and coffee shops is being ban by the law from effect of 1st July 2006." OK enough of those, i asked my friends that smoke this "you smoke for the sake of what?" and i get this answers.... "for fun, trying to know what how it taste, for the sake of smoking, oh my friends do so i, is cool isn't it, don't know don't ask me, want to die early 'cause i can't face the cruelty of the society nowadays and there is more that can't imagine of i also don't want to continue 'cause if i do i don't when i will fucking finish this post. Today i was thinking about quitting after my remaining sticks, but am i able to......?

2006-09-23T12:57:00.000+08:00

0k where is fuck i stop at my last blog entry....? OK never mind i dun give a damn...! finally the term breaks are here, freed from the school's torture. but i feel the fucking holidays seems to like any other days... i always wanted my holidays to be long and meaningful be what the fuck the time is fucking not waiting for me.... now i know why the folks always say the most heartless thing in the world is TIME... anybody can tell me what meaningful things i can do to kill the time slowly......

2006-08-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

what the fuck... who is cursing me out there damn it i was sneezing and coughing the whole night. Today morning i woke was having a bad flu then i got up and took some flu medicine then went back to sleep..... i woke up again and my dad call me to join him for lunch. After that i went to watch TV but thinking that the remote control is kinda complaining to me cause i kept changing channels as there were no fucking programme that interest me so i decided to go take a nap... After the long nap i woke and realised that the damn flu was worse than before, so i went to see a doctor. When i reach there i saw the number teller was 9, i got up to the counter to register and i got the number 18... i was like what the fuck! not choice i went to shop around the 7-Eleven to kill some time and also see i can buy. After walking a few rounds it seems that i dun really short of anything at home so i went back to the clinic and wait for my turn like a idiot to see the doctor.... after the blah blah blah with the doc got out to collect my medicine.What a day......!!!!!

2006-08-16T22:52:00.001+08:00

today i woke up and saw the damn hot, eye blinding sun high up in the sky through my window... it was 11.30 am, i got out of the bed and went to wash up and realised that i had a sore throat, fuck it and it took me some time to speak up. I think those tasty durians were the cause of it, never mind then i had a late breakfast..... after that i decided not to go school. In the afternoon i went to buy 4D and there was a fucking long queue, had no choice just get into the line and wait, wait, wait.... after then i went home, i went to my room and tried to get some nap cos the sore throat is killing me, but i just don't know why i can't sleep so i went to watch tv, but there wasn't any nice programmes.... fuck it. so i stare onto the celling and daydream.... fuck this day................!!!